One of the most emotionally exhausting things and confusing and painful things to do when you have no desire other than finding a way to make the pain stop, for it all to end, is to pay attention.
Often, the rhetoric directed to those that manage to find it within themselves to vocalize that they don’t want to be alive anymore is:
“You have so much to live for.”
“Why are you complaining? You have everything you could possibly need in life. A good job, good pay, health benefits, a family, friends that adore you…you have so much going for you.”
“You signed up for this so, if you cannot handle it, leave.”
“Think about the people you will leave behind. What would they say? What would they think?”
“It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.”
“What a selfish thing to do.”
And honestly? You don’t have time to be put on hold by the Suicide Crisis Prevention line, nor do you have the energy left to continue being ignored. You need hope. You need support. And you need emotional CPR.
This tool underscores your detached sense of engagement in life that you have already mastered. There is a way to leverage your strengths, to look within and to revive the parts of you that you didn’t even know still worked.
7 levels of Energy within you can be massaged out by taking the Energy Leadership Index Assessment™
Where are you at and where do you hope to be?
Level 1: Apathy — You feel constant sensations of guilt, self-doubt, worry, fear, embarrassment. Fearful.
Level 2: Anger — Sensations of resentment, hatred, greed, blame. Resisting or fighting energy.
Level 3: Forgiveness — Relief. Coping.
Level 4: Compassion — Experience and manifest gratitude, love, caring. Service to others.
Level 5: Peace — Calm, confidence. Solution-focused.
Level 6: Joy — Fearlessness, Openness. Visionary.
Level 7: Absolute Passion — Unconditional Love, Ecstasy. Oneness.
Your perceptual reality is created depending upon which level of energy, or lens, you look at the world through. You will be in the driver’s seat of your life the more frequently you resonate at higher energy levels.
After taking this assessment, people walk away with a heightened awareness to what they are doing, thinking, believing, feeling, interpreting and assuming to be true in their life and take steps to break out of toxic living habits, toxic relationships, toxic thoughts, and to divorce from attachments to what is to instead look to what could be.
There never was, nor is there, a right or wrong, bad or good, decision. There are only choices and how we respond.
Are you ready to divorce from your biggest bully — You?